There isn’t any issue, or bad habit that takes God by surprise. He knows your daily life’s struggles. He hears your sincere prayers for help, and sees how much you desire to be rescued. He sees how much you struggle to make it right on your own and how you have failed severally. You are not the first and not alone.
The Apostles were first called Christians in Antioch because the people saw that they had been with Jesus Christ by the way they spoke, walked, and lived. Their association and partnership with Christ left an indelible mark on their lives and so without any effort, they lived Just as Jesus lived and did exactly what Jesus did.
Keep in your mind, the image of you that God has given you; live your life every day with that image. It will put springs to your steps. It won’t matter who condemns you. You won’t be thinking about what other people are saying about you. You won’t care, because God has given you an image of yourself. And that’s what counts.